I have everything I ever wanted...most everything I ever asked for and yet...there it is...this feeling or this lack of feeling...I can’t quite put my finger on it...it’s not quite sadness...it’s more like numbness. Numbness to all of it. I feel like I’m floating, except not in a good way. I feel like I’m completely disconnected from the joy...the pain...the everything.
Right now I just ‘do’...and then I ‘do’ it again tomorrow...and the next day.
And I know this is not who I am...I know this is not how my life is supposed to be...I know this is not how I’m supposed to feel...
But I can’t shift it.
I’ve tried everything...EV-REE-THING...and nothing snaps me out of it.
I’m exhausted and anxious and distracted...and I feel like my life is spinning outside of my control...I’m desperate not to feel this way anymore...and I don’t know where to start.
This was how I felt not even one year ago...can you relate?
I remember the moment, last October, that I declared to some dear friends and to the Universe, ‘If I have to do it like this, I don’t want to do it anymore.’
My hands were physically up in front of me in the ‘I give up’ position and I was done.
I ended up there because I was trying to follow everyone else formula...not my own.
I had lost touch with the most authentic and intimate parts of myself...I’d forgotten how to honor my needs...I’d forgotten how to honor what brought me joy...I’d dismissed all the things that made me uniquely me...and I’d forgotten to honor all those things that made me tick...all the things that worked for me...all the things that made me happy.
I felt disconnected and floaty and numb because I’d lost touch with ME.
So for the next 6 months I disengaged from all the DOING.
I cleaned up the proverbial spaghetti I’d been mindlessly throwing at the wall.
I pared down. I decluttered my life. I focused in.
I went through an incredibly painful and prolonged event...the loss of my amazing and beloved dad.
I sunk a little deeper...too deep...
I found myself clinging to the edge...and suddenly remembered how I’ve always found my way out of the funk.
So I set to work...yup...I Feng Shui-ed the SHIT out of my house...like, crazy SHWAY!
6 bags of clothing...gone.
Moving couches? No problem.
Tossing, Cleaning, Rearranging...THE MORE I DID THE BETTER I FELT.
My energy levels were through the roof…
I was connecting with my family, my kids, my husband...I was FEELING again...I was crying...I was laughing...I was living...and then…
Amanda Kingsley sent me a message...she wanted to discuss something she’d been thinking about...and she sounded REALLY excited. She wanted to test something out...combining our businesses...co-coaching she called it...following the principles in Feng Shui.
I didn’t need to think about it...even for a second. It felt so right, in every way.
We would do the work ourselves to test it first and then we would present it as a 1 on 1 coaching program for our clients…
I’m telling you right this minute...my life has never been the same since.
Doing the work that Amanda teaches, mindset, thought awareness, with her magical magician-y tuned in focus and intuition...and combining it with the already known magic of FENG SHUI... was absolutely -FIREWORK- worthy.
It blew our minds the results we got in our own lives...and we couldn’t wait to share it with our peeps.
We ran Connected Growth 1.0, an 8 week, 1 on 1 co-coaching program for 5 woman who were looking to FIND THAT MISSING PIECE, to connect back into life in a bigger, better, brighter way…
To feel happy, connected, peaceful, worthy, prosperous…
And you know what happened?
They all went through mind boggling transformations...most of them still message us almost daily about how amazing it feels: new businesses, new opportunities, new life partners, new homes, closed toxic relationships, and tons of fresh energy infused back into their every days.
It blows our minds. The magic is so good that it's hard to believe it's all happening.
And it can happen for you too!!!
Connected Growth Coaching 2.0 is now open and we start October 1st.
Don't overthink it. Take a peek. See if it calls to you. Reply to this email if you want to chat more about it. Tell us you are ready. And start your own personally designed transformation!
2019 is going to be insanely good…
Sending you SO MUCH LOVE!!